10/01/2011So I Got A Faint

On 5th Jan (Mine And Leos Anniversary Actually, What An Anniversary Present! lol)
I Retested First Thing In The Morning On 6th Jan And It Was Def A

I Need To Go Down The Doctors This Afternoon And Join Them As I Havnt Actually Changed Docs Scince We Moved In Nov As I Havnt Needed To! lol!
So HopeFully If That Goes To Plan Ill Have An App. SomeTime This/Next Week

I Think Im Around About 5-6 Weeks ATM As My Last Period Started On 27th Nov. But That Was Like My 4th 1 In 5 Years So Im A bit Confused! lol.
HopeFully If I Tell The Docs Im Unsure On The Dates Due To My Periods Being Almost Non Existant Thay Might Let Me Have A Dating Scan!
Im Very Excited But Also Very Worried Because Im Getting Married On Saturday And I Know My Mums Gonna Be Buying Me Drinks And Im Going To Have To Refuse! And My Mum Knows Me Soo Well, I Cant Lie To Her! lol.
Luckily I Havnt Put On Any Weight, Iv Lost It, So I Still Fit InTo My Wedding Dress ATM So My Mum Wont Notice That lol

Im Also Worried Because Ive Had Drepression With Both My 1st Two And Im Scared Ill Get It Back And Have 3 Kids To Look After While I Have It..
I Still Feel I Havnt Bonded With My 2nd Properlly And Hes Now 14 Months Old. Im Just Worried I Wont Be Able To Cope But Im sure It Will Be Ok In The End, Its Just Me Being An Un-Positive Thinker! lol
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Emma - Louise
Jake Bailey - 09/05/2007 - 4.39pm - 17 Hours - Epidural - Weighing 6lb 11oz
Alfie Bailey - 27/10/2009 - 10.04am - 6 Hours - Epidural & Assisted Delivery - Weighing 9lb 13oz
Oliver Bailey - 09/09/2011 - 21.21pm - 1.5 Hours - No Pain Relief At All! - Weighing 8lb 11oz
Leo - Love Of My Life.. Together Since 05/01/2006.. Married Since 15/01/2011.. Daddy To All My Children